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Busy Mind, Full Heart
Hello Hello, long time no post. I won’t go on about why I have been away, but I will say that I have had a lot to process and move through in the time off. I’ve been writing a lot lately, there’s been an abundance of thoughts swirling through my mind the past several months, and while I have content to offer, I should mention that the current passages I’ve penned are a bit different from the posts I’ve brought to you previously. A lot has been taking place in my world, and recently something devastating has come into my realm that’s really shook me up (I’ll likely have a…
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6 Weeks to Live
Hello hello! I hope all is going well out there with whoever is reading this entry š Before I get started, I wanted to address the title of this entry. I hope it isnāt found to be insensitive, my intentions arenāt to upset anyone whoās heard these words themselves. My choice of words is mostly metaphorical, but there was a time they felt quite literal to me. I donāt in any way want to scare or trigger anyone, and I hope itās understood why these words fit better than any. With that said, let me further explain. I wrote this entry some time in early April. I had been filtering…
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My Dream Girl
Hello hello! To whomever is still out there O.o ā¦ I know my time away from here continues to grow longer each time, but trust me when I tell you that I have a whole freaking treasure trove of entries that I have started. Iāve covered a plethora of topics, but I rarely return to the mess of a draft and clean it up for proper consumption. Maybe soon I will get to that, but until then. Iāve chosen to keep the mood super light for this entry. In fact, I plan to tell you all about a very very, super extra special gal in my world. Youāll likely find…
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Two Sides of the Same Coin-Tails
Hello hello! Thank you for returning, it is blog day again! My apologies for slacking last week , I wasnāt satisfied with the entry by the time Thursday rolled around (I also got older just the day before), and I had drafted and rewrote this entry many times. Iām hoping this go around Iāll be able to better condense the thoughts I have in relation to this subjectā¦ my previous drafts were turning into novels. āExtracting the Essenceā or boiling down a lifetime of depression and its lasting impressions was a lot more work than I thought. Once again, Iām starting over. Thereās much to be said, and I want…
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Two Sides of the Same Coin- Heads
Hi everyone, happy blog day š Iām hoping all is well out there <3 Getting back in tune with this flow and writing about the things pressuring my mind has me feeling pretty good overall. The non-stop supply of havoc has been enough to turn oneās brain to complete mush. Seems like it was a great time to pick up blogging haha. Especially considering I have way more thoughts than I even know what to do with, the subject matter is a constant flow. May as well make use of the madness. In last weekās entry I briefly mentioned the subject Iāll be posting about today. Whenever I lay out…
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2021- Last Call
Well hello there š Welcome back and thank you for returning to read more of my rants! I ended up taking a much longer hiatus than I had intended (which, now that I think about it, I never intended to go missing at all), but I suppose in more ways than one I seemed to have needed it. So weāll just go ahead and call it a mini vacay š This topic has been kickin it on the back burner for a few weeks now, but Iāve found myself in the midst of mental and emotional chaos unfortunately often most recently. Iāve been desperately trying to avoid a full melt…
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Aināt Nothing Quite as Beautiful as Music Pt. 2
Happy Blog day! Thank you for returning for the second half of my tribute post to music <3 Last weekās entry was rushed, scattered, and I hadnāt bothered to draft out a single idea before 11am that same day. The post wasnāt my favorite at first, but before I was finished writing, I felt a tangent coming on and I knew I needed to split up the story and write a sequel. So, letās get back to it. The year is 2004, Iām 15 years old and living in Pueblo, CO. At the time, I was divided between family, church and kicking it with my bestie, Krissy. This same year…