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Playing in Puddles
They say healing is not linear, and my journey has been proof. There are places in my life where her (ex wife) influence is still felt, how those memories and traumas impact the way I move in life… Some thoughts I had today as I examined my prospects and thoughts on dating, and how it is clear to me that I still haven’t reached that place where I was once a brave soul. Ready to indulge in the excitement of a new love… I only play in shallow water… I’m still not ready to dive back into the ocean.I don’t trust my ability to handle the rush of being pulled…
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Busy Mind, Full Heart
Hello Hello, long time no post. I won’t go on about why I have been away, but I will say that I have had a lot to process and move through in the time off. I’ve been writing a lot lately, there’s been an abundance of thoughts swirling through my mind the past several months, and while I have content to offer, I should mention that the current passages I’ve penned are a bit different from the posts I’ve brought to you previously. A lot has been taking place in my world, and recently something devastating has come into my realm that’s really shook me up (I’ll likely have a…
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Cowboy Royalty
Hi there! Thanks for stopping in! I hope this entry finds you well 🙂 I’m a bit excited that I’ve found myself on a little bit of a writing binge! It’s definitely been a good while since I’ve had the urge to write as much as I’ve had in the last month. I feel like a major energy shift has graced me, and the once blocked creative flow has been released to carry these expressions out from my brain into the real world in whatever form they choose to take. In a short 10 days I’ve drafted 3 different entries and hope to edit and schedule them very soon. Hopefully…
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6 Weeks to Live
Hello hello! I hope all is going well out there with whoever is reading this entry 🙂 Before I get started, I wanted to address the title of this entry. I hope it isn’t found to be insensitive, my intentions aren’t to upset anyone who’s heard these words themselves. My choice of words is mostly metaphorical, but there was a time they felt quite literal to me. I don’t in any way want to scare or trigger anyone, and I hope it’s understood why these words fit better than any. With that said, let me further explain. I wrote this entry some time in early April. I had been filtering…
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Capeless Heroes
Hi everyone! Happy Blog day and thank you for coming back! I hope this entry finds you well 🙂 I’m actually drafting this blog a few weeks in advance, (even tho I’m posting this a week late haha) and I can’t tell you how excited I am about all this motivation I’ve had to write. So I’m taking full advantage of it! My first post in roughly 5 months gave me good reason to keep pouring out my heart and using this means of expression to keep connecting with those who may possibly be in the same boat that I am. It’s always such a surprise to me that anyone…
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Farm Life- A Self Love Retreat
Happy Thursday! It’s blog day! I’m so excited to be back behind the keyboard and telling my little life stories and realizations on this wild journey. I hope this entry finds you well, healthy, and evolving. Wherever this may find you, I hope it finds you with love. Life’s been on a never ending course of change for me since the beginning of the year, and thankfully this change has really inspired a lot of growth within. In my previous entry I touched on some of the major transitions I’ve been working to adjust to and heal with. This entry I wanted to dive deeper into the healing journey I’ve…
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Seeker of the Silver Lining
Hi folks, and happy blog day! I hope thus far it has been a good one, either way thank you for returning. I know my last few posts have had a kinda grim undertone, and have been riddled with some rather heavy emotion as well. BUT I promised this week I would lighten the mood up just a bit- Well, as much as I can at least. 2020 has been a very trying year for a majority of the people that I know and talk to, and it’s been no secret. Everyday holds some new massive uncertainty and we’re left doing our best to accept the news and move forward…
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